Cranky Netty Yah!
Net connection got cranky yesterday and ended up posting my other entry past due. :D
I just hate waking up early but what can i do, seems like someone's pulling me out of the bed way early than the usual. lately this sole from my right foot aches just when i got up and starts walking, sometimes its way too painful i have to limp out of the bed and around the house waiting for the pain to subside.
If im not walking or limping it around i don't think the pain will disappear instantly.
its like i should make it get used to stomping it as much as possible so the pain will ebb out shortly.
im so lazy fixing breakfast, that's why am so happy that someone created cereals. :D
just a bowl of froot loops and some milk. BREAKFAST IS SERVED!
i do know how to cook but the laziness...whhooooaa...besides i don't have anyone to cook for, its just me,myself and i.
but if i do want something that i like to eat then that lazy bastard side of me will be temporarily out of my fucking way. coz im cooking my ass off no matter what.. hehe!
You gotta try my own styles of PASTA sauce. ;)
i dont exactly have the recipes all written down, i just mix whatever i like to put in it.
(just like how i loved putting a lot of oregano and pepper in it. :D )
turns out its incredibly delicious. haha! well you have to ask the people who've tasted it any way before you'll ever believe in any of these. hehe!
(supposedly yesterday's entry)
My Canned Movies
im pretty much drained my energy doing some tag-spree, looking for a tag that suits me best. i went to different tag sites but seems like cbox is the not so fancy kind of tag that im looking for. simple yet elegant and user friendly. well, most of them are user friendly its just the look of it bothers me.
i ate a box of semi-sweet dark chocolates and right now im feeling its presence inside my system. feels like my head's gonna explode, i tried to sleep but my mind is way way hyper still.
its been raining from where i am right now. i had to close the windows and turn on the AC so as not to hear the noise of raindrops hitting hard to everything and anything that's on its way. its not even cold though, that's why i had to drop the AC temp to 16 degrees in High Cool mode.
im all over this can of pineapple slices i bought from the grocery. put a dozen cans inside the fridge coz i want to eat it cold. right now im currently watching The Sentinel while writing this entry on the side. There seems to be a problem with the net connection, search results for wifi's been turning zer0 for more than an hour.
just last week i watched Step up, the film was sort of a mix Centerstage and that of julia stiles film where she also dances ballet, then with a touch of group hip-hop moves like those of honey and you've got served. but in this film both the guy and the girl dances well, just coming from a different state of life. All films came with a theme of determination, hard work and ambition.
You, Me and Dupree. well, there's a bit of Monster-in-law on the side instead of the guy's mum.. in YM&D its the girl's dad.
From the middle towards the end of the film there were some domestic issues getting heated up. which, by the way was a result of the lack of disclosure between the couple.
But in the end the problem was "partly" saved by dupree due to his annoyingly concerned nature.. he doesnt mind sticking his nose to someone elses business, besides if he screws up he makes it sure he's gonna bring it back atleast to the nearest of its original state.
Little man well what can i say.. still a crazy weird funny movies from the Wayans. i like watching any Wayans bros films its worth the agony of sitting on your ass for a good laugh.
*back to watching*
crawling below the pajama lines
For more than a year now I haven't been into any serious relationship. Not that I wasn't able to get back on my feet or anything like that. I opted to be free from any commitments and it was good coz nothing comes my way, with what I do and wanted to do in my life. I don't have to think of anyone that i have to consider every time I make plans during the past months. No arguments that may lead to fighting, no worrying, no stalking for reasons of jealousy and no hourly check ups of where I am and what am doing.
I admit sometimes it could hit you back, casual relationships isn't as good as real ones. Where you two can sit, talk, laugh and be with one another even without doing anything... just being with each other makes your heart full already. Being with someone seriously is like trusting everything that you have and ironically it seems that that "everything" that you have is also HER, Someone who completes you and same way you do unto her.
In contrast with someone you barely know, not even the slightest emotional attachment is present. Undeniably NULL in that department. The thing you'll have in common with is only inclined on lust and a bit of UNserious admiration that comes sensuously.
After satisfaction is achieved and got all that you "needed" at that time, then it also ends there. Well maybe not totally ending there right away, maybe some other time you two would want to feed that lustiness again, so you're back just like the way it was the other time. Even so, I still wouldn't feel that "completeness" within.
I had a couple of one night stands, flings and the benefit of constant booty calls. Some ladies I know would even fly over to just be plowed by me. Well yes, a part of me is temporarily having fun on that department but still another part of me is LOST and is seeking for the path of real happiness.
Though I had a couple of them lined up willing and ready for their "special private services" with me it doesn't mean that the "supposedly" relationship I'm having with them is limited to only that. (**get?**)
If by chance I feel that there is more than that of our sexual satisfaction and having a chance that together we felt that we could explore more of each other deeply, intimately… then I am all the time willing to plunge into that chance laid in front of me.
What's there to be scared of, right?
One night stand is just a necessity that we (the women and i) mutually agreed to fill with one another's sensual calling at that moment. If she calls me the next day or any day soon then one night now adds another, making it two or more is worth to be entertained as long as I am still commitment-free.
I never hide the fact that at an early age I've experienced a lot of sexual activities. I don't care if you call me a horn ball or anything synonymous to that. It was a decisive choice I made and never regretted to do, Hey, I'm just satisfying a very important human nature.
Even if I did a handful already I do maintain safeness in what I do. Keeping healthy and staying clean is very important and I do consider it as a priority, a very focal issue and proudly speaking I don't have any history of sexual diseases and anything close to that.
I go to my regular check-ups with my physician and always keep my body in shape.
Well, I wouldn't be surprised if you’re thinking that I'm the perfect profile of your typical man whore.
Factually and boldly speaking I don't have to pay them and neither do I, I'm just lucky to have been blessed with an infectious charisma to magnetically attract a bagful of ladies which eventually leads to an adventure-FULL sexual activity.
And for the record, I only do women and women ONLY, just making it clear before any same sex proposals are sent to my e-mail.
I may have been born into a very conservative family but they never reprimanded me in anything that I wanted to do, as long as they know I am ready to face any future responsibilities. And with regards to that, I also see to it that whenever I'll be having such responsibilities I make sure I'll be sharing that with someone whom I can grow old with.
Wouldn't you be happier if the two of you are feeling the presence of LOVE while you're making love...?
I would.
sewing my pajama
this pretty much is my new blog look. edited some codes to customize and put my feel in it.
not much really but hey, just getting acquainted with my blogspot.
hopefully if my brain starts to work some time soon...ill be able to put a better layout.
The Pajama's Out
I'll let you think am a newbie in this "blogworld".
Today i have decided to let out my pajama and tell you what's underneath it and beyond. (as if you're interested)
I like to write journals but all this time i keep it to myself. (really?)
nah, i did have a deadjournal and xanga before but i sort of..., LOST IT. I just don't have the time to keep track with my online journals before.
And now after reading lots of blogs for years i finally have the "will" to re-publish one for myself AGAIN..
Uhh..took me that long, you think?
I started with deadjournal in the later months of year 1999 (coz i remember that time i was on my first year of college) i kept that journal for about a year and later stopped while i focused myself with school then next was xanga..one of my ex knew about the blog so i stop and also didn't really like the feel of it so i again STOP.
Even my own personal websites and community boards didn't last. no updates and opted not to reapply for the webhosting services any longer.
so here i am... having my pajama out again..let's just see if i can keep this up for long. :D
hopefully when i go to other places.. i could find hotspots where i could log on and do my thing here.
Hazimeister
