ala chef!
Menu: Then i cooked the rest of the dishes, the last i cooked was the penne pasta then andrew took care of watching the deep frier did its thing with the onions and eggplants. Pao on the other hand was busy mashing the potatoes.A couple of minutes later we were all done. The two set up the table while i was cleaning up the kitchen after which i changed and the two did the same after they were done, we three sat down and rested while drinking some white wine. I was quite tired by that time and was very sleepy, was pretty drained with my leg, the pain just takes half of my energy. Anyways about 10 mins later our friends arrived, Gina (pao's gf) came first with CJ, they brought a bottle of wine, while the another guy friend came in with a bottle of JC Tequila and JD Whisky. Then last to arrive was the couple Wowie and Melissa with Nante. We then all sat actually at the living room, the food were placed in a rectangular coffee table while we gather around sitting on the floor. The eating part lasted like 2 hours since it was mixed with a lot of chatting. We clean up after and went back to the living room again with some chips and dips and the drinks. I got here just 24 mins past 12mn. CJ and I did make out first at her car before i went out. She's off to Davao later with her family for a week vacation. Now im pretty much sleepy but still wanted to stay up for a while. may be for a couple of minutes.. hmmm... that's about it.
Deep Fried Onion Rings
Deep Fried Eggplant
Mashed Potato
Steamed Rice
Stir Fried Chicken with Pineapple cuts
Penne Pasta with Tuna, Cream, & Mushroom
Chicken with Cream Cheese, Garlic & Herbs
Flan topped with Cream and Strawberry
To start, there's not much herbs i can find around the supermarket, i could find some seeds though, so if you wanna cook using lots of herbs then you better plant one! Pao said there may be herbs around but would look different and in different names. Yeah that may be true but it will take us hours to ask people around where we could find one right away. We have limited time to shop and prepare. And remember, i still cant walk straight and fast.
Its saturday, people are filling in by the minute inside the supermarket and lines build up so fast. But because i am tendering this knee, Pao did the paying besides... its his dinner to host, im just the cook. Fact, Pao can't cook. well maybe he can.. with uhmm lemme see.. fried eggs and hotdogs? hehehe! and for our last stop... we have to pick up some kitchen utensils from his parents house. We arrived in his studio apartment around 2pm and yes we havent eaten some lunch yet, we did ordered Big Macs, Large Fries and Large Drinks to go.
I started preparing right away, took everything out and grouped them. Another friend of ours Andrew arrive shortly as i was starting with the flan, he went early to help out. I told them to start with the peeling of potatoes and onions. Don't ruin those Onions be sure theyll be rings coz it wont be Onion Rings no more if they dont even look like one.
* so now picture out 3 bachelors busy in the kitchen *
When the flan was done, took it out and put em in the fridge to cool. Even befor twas cooked i already prepared the ingredients for the chicken w. cream, garlic and herbs also for the stir fried chicken. the pineapples by the way is fresh...off the can. around 3:30 we rested for a while since there's still time to atleast eat. the burger and fries were pretty much stale, we tried reviving it in the microwave but no matter what we still ate them coz we were all hungry.
Peepz will be here around 7, so i didnt start cooking the main dishes right away coz it might be cold when we're goin to serve it later. so past 4 i told Pao to start with the rice and potato. Told em pretty much everything on how to set it up. Cooking isnt just his thing. Anyways while he did that, i took the flan out again, i had the strawberries all cut into halves and the cream pretty much whipped. place the flan in the bottom and put some cream then strawberries and some more cream and put it back in the fridge again. *this by the way is one of my experiments in cooking/let's just say im more of a scientist when it comes to preparing foods, adding my style in it/well i do trust my sense of taste*
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I was. I am. What?
Who I am is a very complex question, so difficult to understand and answer.so ill just leave time to deal with that and other people to understand me.
What I am............ i'll begin here.
A kid that I was.
The time i was able to remember how it was being a kid. I was already troubled on how often I was left out by the affection that purportedly one feels from his parent towards their child... "Their Only Child".
Yes, I was given almost everything. Clothes with sky-rocketing tags, Foods that's way beyond I can munch in a day. Toys that every kid obsessively desires for on their birthdays, during christmas, and any other occasions. I have had a couple of birthday parties. Never did any chores at home, its just my homework that i often do after school. Though I dont let anyone touch anything in my room, they still help me out with the cleaning part and Dad sees to it that i have my own car, so that I wont be hassled by school buses delayed arrivals or longer wait on departures. I was sent to reputable International Schools, well everything has been in schematics with what and where am suppose to do and go.
Sadly in everything that i have, i never had the most of what i really wanted above all.
If most of us says it happens on the movies, mine does happen in reality. up until now.Its hard to trash the wall between my parents and i. And still that wall remains may be a lil dwindled at this point but it is still there.
We are not the perfect family, and I ask to myself... who has it? but really...i did not ask for perfection, as always and wished... i only ask for... real happiness from my family.
I wonder how it feels as a kid having the time to spend with their parents, helping you out with homework, going to schools during meets and events, how it feels if your parents where there when you're given awards and medals... i have not known and felt anything near that. I brought home more than a dozen of medals, some trophies and honor cards but i never had the moment to look at the crowd and see one of them clapping their hands as i was about to receive those awards/honors.
I did pretty well at school. maintained good grades, up till highschool i also did. I served 3 detentions and had an antagonist teacher that's why i jilted a little on my grades during senior year.
Those past years even way before i was sent to boarding school, during academic decathlons i cant seem to find even just one of them in the stands.. or even by the school corridors waiting for the competition to end. As always, i stepped out alone... off the campus when my driver's already there to pick me up.
I often stayed at my room, play with my toys, or do some little projects...little artworks. I may go out with certain curfews. I can only play with some kid whose family is known to them.
So what I do..., i usually sneaks out besides they never knew what i just did.. coz they're not there. They didnt know! Like how I had nursed an ankle injury for almost a month after falling hard from playing with my inline skates, that i hid from them a hyperexntended knee for weeks, that i crashed badly from a bike and got bruised and wounds after, that a firecracker whammed whilst holding it, and more...
All those happened when i was still under their very own roof.
from the early stage of my still being immature i was already clouded with the thought of suicides. i may have a lot of friends from school whom i became close with but i am not the type of kid who discloses problems domestically thru casual conversations...
them by the way was so easy to pour their heart out..
i on the other hand was a keeper of all pains.
which in the end resulted to a state of unhappiness which one could no longer bear.
A troubled kid... cluttered, disarrayed with what i thought life has given me.
friends thought i was always the happier one.. free spirited in nature.
No.. a part of me fulminates in one simple attention which led to sheer anger within.
The unwanted only child. ME.
My mum has never asked me why tears fell down my eyes... how my day was... and what's up with me.. or who my crush or gfs were... My dad is far more worse than that, so dont bother.
this is just the beginning of me. There is so much more to tell..
one entry isnt enough to answer the question of....
WHAT AM I...?
in chained with nothing
i was feeling a bit anti-social today. i didnt see anyone not even my friends here. not even room service. hah! dont worry im no joe's apartment. i do tidy my things.
its been days that the sun havent really surfaced like even for half a day. 7-10 am seems like 4 in the morning. the rest of the day, its drizzling or gushing. So who likes to go out in the open with that kind of weather? I do! but im a stranger here.. so id rather stay in my room.
so most of today was pretty boring, me and a company of unproductive oeuvres (a total contradiction. psh! bollox!)
Hazim 1: *watching TV*
Hazim 2: Man...we should like go to a mall or somethin.
Hazim 1: In rollerblades? Im tired limping around
Hazim 3: get a LIFE you two!
this knee has been a real drag. i have a week more therapy to go.
i went to sleep last night around 4am. got up way early around 7am. did not went back to sleep, just watched tv, ate.. and read. after dinner i tried reloading my phone. the effin network aint accepting my request..its either unsuccesful or there's no friggin signal!
I even fell asleep while waiting for my fucked up request and woke up with a nudge of angst.
To let loose of the BV im having.. I opted to eat some potato chips which i consumed only half way of the whole content.
I feel like one big ass bum! good thing physically my ass is cute!
no fucking way everything in here seems to unlink from everything else. whaaaaaaaaaaaatttttt----eevvvvvvvvveeeeeer!!!! pffftttt!!!!
Something to say...on Christmas Day
Its almost christmas. Don't care much about my birthday. for realz.
I wanted that christmas feel already. The spirit that comes along with it.
Where the breeze gets colder each passing day.
Where everytime you hear those joyous songs it seems to lifts us up.
Where we often see in uniforms the colors red and greens, the stripes of big and small candycanes, the dashing lights that goes on day and night, and sky filled with crazy fireworks, popping and crackling all through the night.
Where streets gets double busy, people going to the toy stores, the malls, all busy trying to beat the christmas rush even if the line stretches out far and wide.
Where we all have time to get our christmas trees, some decos and them shiny big stars.
Where mum gets to cook all of our favourite meals.
Where we dont get tired listening to kids singing those christmas carols and where we sing along with them.
Where we smile at everyone that we dont even know
Where on that day we allow ourselves to be happy, very happy every single minute of the day.
...a lil something to say... during Christmas Day.set aside those problems..
have a sit with me.
together we eat those baked muffins
and sip mum's hot choco made for u and me.
let us hear the church bells ring
while lil children sings...
Can you feel Christmas and the joy it brings?
Christmas is near...
Christmas, just wish you'll be here.
Christmas is where ill always be happy.. Just the Best day of the Year.
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i remember how i like to wake up early.. sit right next to our tree. still dark inside our living room. just me turning on the tree lights and plays a cd of christmas songs. then closes my eyes puts a smile on my face and once again i fall back to sleep. i remember doing that whenever christmas is near. back at my place, back at my parents.
Vid Clips from Stick It
bike scene
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police scene
click here for police scene
running away from police
click here for direct link of the scence
while on the floor
her crazy vault run
Stick It
Ahhh... just the way i like it. The role of a rebel teenage girl. Enticingly sexy. Well, I was browsing and found some unwatched movies that i have in my computer. A chick flick film, i had this coz was a bit curious on who the actress was... Lucky me, she's pretty hot! and the role made her more HOTTERRRRR....! things and done's ***since i could rarely move around when im here in my room i opted to pursue on my lamp project. its almost done but i sort of ran out of supplies. ***the monitor keeps on flickering like all the time since my phone is right beside Dewey, my laptop. i thought im goin to receive a msg or something but none has arrived. so i guess it was just searching for network signals. ***SC vs ombudsman over automated election and its contract with mega pacific. Too many criticism has stained Ombudsman Gutierrez name due to their lately reversed and perversed decision. The illegality of the contract has already been known to The SC, they asked the Ombudsman to see of whom to indict regarding that issue. A name popped out from their previous findings but now they took it all back, reversing everything. That none of the comelec officials did any of those act. ***Nursing Board and how their proposition leaks their head out. To complicate no more of this issue. Why not, pitch out those places where it was known that school deans and profs and review centers was able to get hold of that exam answers. those who were previously announced that were actually present during that presentation. and with that you can start from there you're RETAKE option. ***i registered to asiafinest.com and im so tired. just wanted to post all this. end.
and here she is: Missy Peregrym
(that's why she looked familiar. she did Life As We Know It as Jackie)
yeah i did recognize her there. Dino's gf then became ex-gf.
i took the liberty of capturing frames after watching.oh before i forget... The movie's title is STICK IT... with Jeff Bridges.
The asian girl "wei-wei" rocked the beam with a modern routine. she aint the prettiest but she's cool though. :D
YesterNIGHT's Entry
***after my scheduled 4:00pm therapy CJ pick me up and set up a dinner with me and her family back in their house. It was a great meal. they made pancit, siomai, lumpia, seafoods like big ass prawns and squids...etc...with those yummy mooncakes too. was that dinner trying to win my heart? hahaha! not quite.
So where's the credibility now of Gutierrez? Even the time she was appointed in that office it was already a big hissssss..given that almost a 100million fund was approved right away for G&C campaign. And still saying about how she being independent with her investigation and findings from the administration.Is that why you can't put it in your findings that the people from the Arroyo administration is part of that illicitness regarding that comelec automation contract? Another one of PGMA's dummies ei?
and for Pete's sake, madam ombudsman is having a VACATION at SWITZERLAND????????????? whoa!!!!
AND THOSE WHO ALREADY NEVER PASSED during that first exam will no longer be listed for the RETAKE, coz even from the start they havent made the mark already, so why bother letting them take it again? aint it pretty obvious they failed already. take into account those who did and verify that from where they are and who their mentors where, that they actually knew about that leakage will be the subject of those who will supposedly take the exam AGAIN.
A Game decided by the WINNING HEART
sub: The Eagles have soared High but deafened by the Tigers Growl
Its a matter of heart, who has the biggest and willingness to win the game. From that missed shot by Intal for a supposedly winning shot was just not his to have.
And If you have noticed far enough how the Tigers hovered over and around them making their presence feel their hungriness to win the championship.
After a tiger missed a shot, THREE (3) Eagles where eyeing for the ball but instead of soaring high to get the rebound and might be the key to change everything else.
As if someone has fastened their feet on the floor, The LONE UST TIGER was able to make a Louder Growl to outrebound the other 3 Atenistas.There and then, the game has printed the last dot and that means, The season ended with the whole crew from Espana marching onwards with the Champions Trophy in their hands.
Well, the Eagles did gave a last stand but UST was able to crumble it down.
The HEART of a CHAMPION belongs to the TIGERS and with that it made its MARK on the 69th season of the UAAP.
Congratulations!!!
Unluckily Lucky Me
Want Some? Before I went out for dinner, I went to the hospital first to get my knee checked.. luckily it was nothing serious... just one big swollen lump. They gave me pain relievers and they called their physical therapist to teach me what to do with my knee. 
Since we don't feel like going somewhere today we decided to play basketball instead.
After eating my lunch i went straight to the country club's covered court, bringin my gym bag with my shoes, towel and extra shirt. Ash and Pao invited some of their friends and a couple of other guys from the neighborhood to play ball.
In our Team we added two other friends of Ash, Jan and Emon. The other team consists of them guys whom i know not much of. The tallest of them was the almost the same height as mine but was skinny. Next to him was almost 6 ft and in contrast he was a bit tubby named Ryan,then the other 3 were of same range about 5'8 i think.
Pao is 6flat, he's half german while Ash is around 5'10 a flip chinese. while the other two Jan and Emon were of same height at 5'7.So since i was the tallest in our team i had to play center which by the way isnt my thing. Back home im a natural guard. so its pretty much the opposite when i play here.
Im more of bringing down the ball and calling plays rather than posting up, getting rebounds and such.
Anyways, We started past one. There was a standby staff of the place who we paid 500.00Php to be the referee. Whoever wins will treat the other team to a snack at the club resto after the game.
The game was smooth at first. I was gettin used to going inside more in the shaded area rather than running outside the perimeter and dribbling the ball. Emon chose to be the ballhandler while Pao and I pretty much cover the inside area. So the banging of bodies were our responsibility, boxing out for rebounds and some footbacks.
The first half we were ahead by 8 pts. The other team did went quite close with just a point behind but we still managed to get back and won the game with a difference of 11 points.
The game got only heated during the last minutes of the game. I was lurking for easy points that time, The other team's other guard tried a 3 pointer but missed it, Ash was able to track down the ball and pass it to me while i was already making a sprint down to the other end.. As I tried to slow down to catch the ball , Ryan from the other team was fast approaching behind me. I was already in the middle of my "take off" for some fancy reverse dunk when he clipped me by my right leg, i tried reaching for the rim so i could hold on to it after i dunk but the collision was pretty hard that he eventually dragged me with him to the floor. My right leg was clipped in between his arm and body which i cant get loose from, so the only option i had to support me was my left leg and hands so as not to fall hard on the deck.
but he *RYAN* was just really heavy that when he dragged me there was no slow motion. it was all in fast forward. *snap/poof* just like that. As far as I can remember how my left leg landed i think it sort of bounced when my foot touched the floor and then went down hard with my left knee first. It felt numb when i reached for it trying to feel if something's dislocated or whatever. but it was just numb.. PAINFULLY NUMB... (the pain made it numb) Aghast by what happened all i could do was to roll over and searched for the pain to put pressure on but it didnt do much of a help.
The game stopped for a while. after i could limp out and barely run i told them that we should continue the game so we can all finish it and go home. i didnt move around a lot.. i was a bit running while leaning most of my weight in my right foot.
I was fending the pain til the game ended. Ryan, apologizes bout what had happened told him its alright since its part of the game and twas unavoidable. but i hope he learned somethin from that.
If you see your opponent already up for a shot just like what i did... It would be greatly appreciated if you dont have to foul him that hard or to just even lay a hand on him in a way his momentum would be shunted. Those things are way too dangerous since injuries would precipitate from that event.
Afterwards I went to a restaurant and ate grilled steak and large cut fries since i was craving for it while Maan and I was chatting on ym later that afternoon. I had a large coke instead of Mango Milkshake though. hehehe!
Hazimeister
