.......don't.
okay, so 3 ladies i met online asked me for cybersex in just a span of one hour. Boohoo! actually 2 blondes and 1 brunette. first things first, i dont do anything sexually intimate online. hah! if you want me, give it to me for realz! and if you can't, then drop the act. im not interested. how can one be so desperate for sex they end up asking for it online... and eventually DO IT ONLINE. that's why a lot of pervz flock in "cyberworld" looking for children to play with. errr!
how the hell can one stick his penis on a monitor and pretending he's so ramming it in inside someone's vagina..? GO GET A LIFE! Or maybe its just so hard for you to get laid, aint it? GO PLAY DEAD THEN.
sorry about the hateNess. im just really pissed coz of what happened, i was working on something and then somebody would be asking for more than sugar! errr! Good thing CJ wasnt looking at the monitor when the invitation was sent. LOL! CJ and I had a great time the other night. she stayed at my place til lunch. we just stayed most of the time in the room and urhmm in the bed.. and after breakfast i just had to work on something online so she just hang and watched tv beside me. i finished my work around 10am and we practically snuggled til we hit the showers and dressed for lunch. right now am just mad tired.. and is so meaning to shut my eyes and sleep...sleep...sleep.
::: i guess you don't have to expect on something/someone to make your day complete :::
::: coz if it fails.. it'll just be an utter disappointment :::
McModem
Ok, so yeah i know a thing or two about pc..duh.. hahaha! so what the heck. Tammy, Pao's niece was ranting about her modem that it suddenly had an error on it and that the pc completely restarts when she tries to connect. so i gave it a shot. opened her pc and check her modem. did a couple of twitches with the modem and tried connecting again, it didnt shut off but it says that the device did not respond or is not working properly. ok good. yeah that's good. coz this time i know what i have to do. no more twitches but i took the modem out of its slot. clean it up and yeah the ever infamous eraser. yep, that would do the trick. just do some erasing thingie with the modem...y'know..the part where u slide the modem to the slot..that one...yep. and put the damn modem back again. after doing that...i asked Tammy to connect it once again... voilà! up and running again... Tammy treats me to McDonalds after. well, that's my service fee.. hehehehehe!
ill be uhmm busy tom..so im sorry if i cant accomodate y'all... hehehe!
ill even be turnin on my voda...just expecting a couple of calls from somewhere far.
so just leave a msg and ill hit u back. thank you.
DOA List
I watched DOA today. the chiqs or popularly known as DOA Ladies were all electrifyingly hawt!!!! (more about this movie at MY REVIEWS - click this!!!)
anyways, aside from that i did not do nethang much. eat, ate, eaten. that's more of it in a day.
then the rest i was pretty much chatting with my uncle and aunt who lives at Connecticut. also, im already in the middle of my research and documentary. ill be sending my work by monday next week.
Anti or Pro?
just ate a bowl of frootloops. yeah its almost midnight and that's my snack.
so have you heard the news? hehehe! im talking bout the real ones.. locally. The headliner..and that would be Mayor Binay on Preventive Suspension. The Administration is again hunting down one by one those against them. The suspension was served because that was the directives given by the office of the president. with basis of what? mere complaint of one ex-politician who lost during the previous election. nah.. its really not the reason.. Binay is one heck of a voice the administration really needs to put out to pursue on their plans. Binay is against the Administrations people initiative. and they know too well Binay is a really great force to reckon with. And the only thing right now that's working for their side is ruining Binay's credibility thru backing up that complaint about the so-called "ghost employees" filed by this ex-politician. But they cant shake Binay off that easy.
sabi ni Bunye fair daw yung mga decisions and actions na inilalalabas under the office of the president, hindi daw lahat anti-admin
mga sino naman yun? yung mayor ng sta. rosa sa laguna? pro? Oo ka ALyado ng administration. technically the mayor is under your party BUT he is against the plans of the administration kaya nasususpende rin. Si Galaria of bukidnon? same thing, he ran under your party...but its pretty obvious from the people who knew this person that he and zubiri aint really in good terms. may alam akong isa pang mayor.. totally pro administration, all these years wala pa ring decision ang malacanang with his known numerous graft and illicit acts cases.. o asan na? eto pa naman ay super alam na alam na ang paging guilty pero hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin masuspende or even pay its due. kasi naman etong mayor na ito ay PRO-Administration...close kasi sila ni Arroyo kaya ganun lang ang ngyayari.
simpleng tanong ni Binay kay Usec Andanar. simple bill of particulars eh di makasagot si Andanar sinasabayan pa ng pagkairitang boses so early in the morning ganun na maririnig mo sa news, ang ingay ni Andanar! He's the one incharge of enforcing the said suspension pero parang walang alam sa mga ngyayari, ayus very good example na tau-tauhan ka nga lang ng administration.
Isang pagkakamaling prutas sa PUNO.
Im talking about Secretary Puno. another sunudsunoran of the administration, obviously kaya sya ang na appoint jan sa pwesto kasi yan din ang trabaho nya dati. from the marcos, ramos, estrada and now arroyo's regime. pati mga ka-puno mo tinatalo mo na. kasi nakakabangga nila yung isang boss mo, si mike.
Di magtagal due process wont be doing any good kung sa mga high ranking officials nga di na makaranas nun what more to the common people. to follow pa nyan ang habeas corpus pag nagkataon.
understand.... will you.
quite a day. ive been into this routine wake up time.. too early too early.. can i get more sleep? nope! but still manage to have all the energy to go thru all day..til what..? 5am? and wake up again next 2 hours? geez!forget sleep!
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i dont know what your trying to do this time, you know how much i hated this. if you really need me as a friend then make it feel like one.. you know i could no longer be with you just as it was before. (this goes to one of my ex gf)
i dont like how ur trying to be bashy at the same time weird in how you would tell me stuff about your life right now, dont make me take you back because of mere pity. dont make me take you back coz u think am the only one who can cure you and whatever that is your feeling.
you know too damn well how we ended up like this, you know too damn well youve chosen the path you have right now. and you know too damn well... we could no longer be "us" anymore.
as a friend, yeah i can have you. beyond that is something i just couldnt do. you have to know your limitations now, its been years since we lost in touch.. and its been those years too that its always like this when i allowed you to be part of my friends circle.
dont do this, not to the point that i have to let you go totally even as a friend. too bad, weve known each other long enough. but too bad also, that you still havent played the role we both agreed to be.. each other's friend.
if i give way seems like you're fastforwarding way too much. cant we have those convos like normal friends do? i thought it was something you ought to do.
you see, you have to understand that friends have limitations. sorry if you'll think im way insensitive or snubbish. but what you're trying to show is what you always do when it was "us" back then.
dont win me over pity. i just hate that. its not love. its mere pity. and it will never work that way.
you asked me over and over again, if you still have the chance on having your way back in my life.. i already told you over and over again and so many times that we can be friends.. no more than that..please.
we've been into a lot of squabbles about how you're reacting. dont make demands as if you're my girl. bear in mind that i am not your man anymore.
you know too well that it wasnt my fault why we got into this situation. you know how you lost me. and you know that you cant blame me for what has happened. you know that too damn well.
again, i wont be taking you back because of pity. because you needed me now.. now that you're sick by your own doings. i dont think its right to put me in that situation. i dont think its mine to decide at all.
i am no longer yours. hope you'd understand by now(even for the effin long years) that all i can offer you is this friendship... its up to you if you want to take it. its all up to you how you will handle it.
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i wanted not to hate someone... just please dont make me do that to you. dont ever say i am cold.. you're just expecting too much from friendship. your usuals are back again, and you know how much i dont like it. i thought we had an understanding already for the Nth time... but you're back into that weird old self again. dont strike me for pity.. again i asked you that... dont do it or i might reach to a point where i could no longer extend more to you, even the friendship im offering might seem to be too much for me already.. dont... not to the point where ill say infront of you.. how tired i am of you and your selffish act. just dont. or our friendship will go down to a waste. No recycles needed.
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i wont be returning your messages.
i wont be seeing you when i get home.
i wont be telling you im fine each day.
i wont be yours.. just not is... not anymore.
me on sundays
ahhh! awakend by the thunders and lightnings. i wished it wasnt all that, i wish someone outside was taking pictures or something.. but the booming sound that goes with it creates vibrations all over the building. no effin way! i tried to go back to sleep but i just cant. i watched how MIT defeated ADMU. (jesus!Sandy Arespacochaga humanap ka ng ibang mapag-coachAN) that's just something i did to take my mind off the effin sitch. (plus the pillows stacked above my head)
i didnt mind if the lightning strikes some electric post outside and will eventually cut off everything and might even destroy the appliances, i even turned the AC to full blast. later on, the heaven's a bit calm already.. just plain drops of rain i hear. good! now i can sleep... *oh darn HBO's doing some reruns on Six Feet Under but im way too sleepy*
I woke up early today..past 6am i think. but went back to sleep realizing its way too damn early to be up... but still.. i just had like about 30minutes and got up.. took a bath and went out to get me some breakfast... ahhh the smell of coffee.. i dont care if i suck a dozen of novaluscine..i really need a cup for Pete's sake. so i did!
i consumed two large...
La fuerza y pureza del espresso con una pequeña porción de espuma caliente de leche
for the ermmm nearly half-day stay at the coffee shop and masticated on some pancakes, eggs, and cheesecake! oh yeah!
i also checked my mail and went to some sites since the shop offered free connection.
after a while my butt's starting to hurt that's from hours of being seated, ok... so i went out and got myself some booze from this liquor store nearby.
a couple of these..
and a 4 bottles of 
oh mannnn.... OVERPRICING! hahaha!I then went to the mall to just errmm hang (watch people..and sites of them ladies...oooohhwee..) but with these things am bringing..is quite a drag. luckily one department store has a baggage counter so i was able to leave my things there and went out the other side. instead of just hanging around i ended up buying
Ralph Lauren's Romance
and My Ocean-Club Med.
Before heading back to my place, i bought some Kenny's baby back ribs, mashed potato and of course the mac&cheese. so yeah that pretty much stuffed me.
(tapped insubstantial convos)
[klaud-me]
klaud: oi! aren't [arnt] u coming[cumin] home[hum] for yer birthday?[shorter stress on day]
me: nah.. ill be home by christmas
klaud: rubbish! we could get in free @ Saxo's
me: oh yeah. ah heard Kent's gig.
klaud: so, are you coming?
me: you got amnesia or somethin?
klaud: ok i get it, you don't wanna hang with us now.
me: yeah, sort of...im tired of ur fugly ass *laughing*
klaud: ....bleeeep.... *laughs*
*more klaud's profane lines filtered*
[cuzn pd-me]
pd: wanna come over before heading back home?
me: im still gonna stay til december
pd: too bad.. we're goin cross-country oktoberfestING
me: ill be damned..y'all guys @ Stuttgart?
pd: uh-huh!
me: well... just have fun cuzzo. im still due for a month more.
pd: okay then, see yah this december
*end*
Hazimeister
