in love and silence
i wanna laugh at certain sadness.
i don't want to think of anything else but myself.
but it's an agony to live with just only me.
to whom will i give this so much love?
who will i spend my life fondly with, each day?
i am bursting in pain, in bearing this..
oh! so fervid love ...
just waiting in silence.. waiting to call out your name.
furballs!
I went out today on a mission..to look for furball collections. just that i really need to get one.. went to almost every toy shop and every disney outlet and the likes.. but zilch!
Ive been walking around the shopping complex ever since i got there..going around..looking for FB! i was desperate..i havent eaten any lunch yet..and its almost 3pm.. before i continued strolling and looking for it i decided to go to an ATM to get me some more cash, its about hmm 8mins away in double pace to get there, since the one located at the shopping complex is uhmm out of order. went back again and rested at a coffee shop, watching and catching girls lurking at me. hahaha!
okay so for today i had 4 girls caught checking at me WHILE WITH THEIR BOYFRIENDS. sheessshhh..
its quite amusing when they try to sneak and check you out..and i was wearing this dark glasses and reading a book..so they prolly thought i was not looking at them. one time i even smiled at the girl when i caught her the 3rd time and she just went all blushed. :D
anwyays,im tired and sleepy. i wanted to write more..but but but.. nevermind. later!
......duh
[A] Im addicted to Limes.. yes yes... its just that ive been using it for marinades and sauces especially for chicken meat. It has this stronger scent than the regular lemons. and its pretty much abundant here since the shrub is a native in Asia.
[B] I was watching GKNB and weh! what were those guys thinking? not listening or even reading the instructions? countries beginning and ending with vowels.. one answered China and the other Kenya. bummer!
this sexy chiq got it right since she did knew what was asked. *makinig kasi!*
[C] As of today my parents have 6 additional Scottish Terrier puppies. Goodluck dad! I know mum's gonna be pissed with those puppies soon, when they run over her plants&flowers and play with them leaves. nyahahaha! :P
[D] I have a bad back... it hurts real bad. well its just the right part of my back, maybe coz its heavier since like my bones on this part are bigger.. sometimes it way too difficult to breathe... those sleepless nights. just afraid that i wont wake up the next day. hahaha! im losing weight not in a good way...and its pretty much outta shape.. i havent been on my usual runs every day. im suppose to run twice a day.. one on daybreak and the other at sundown.
[E] I still havent started reading Mary Higgins Clark's Daddy's Little Girl . Ok ill start after i log off.
Try reading these short stories: (click on em)
- Moonlight by Guy de Maupassant
- A Rose for Emily by William Faulkner
**scroll down the host site to read the story - A Rose for Emily, coz the first part of the site is uhmm full of rose advertisements. :P
Enjoy!
got stuck! yeah right, i was wearing a white Adidas nylon jogging pants and the left zipper gets stuck everytime im opening it. so anyways, i got me a new sim. i still have the old one..but i want a globe number. teehee!
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ill blog back tomorrow.. just not in the mood to babble more tonight.
Life's A Floozy
please disregard the first one on my wishlist. *chuckles one*
im not selling myself. *chuckles two*
im not a manwhore. *chuckles three* just a blog manfloozy! *chuckles four*
(i already said the latter twice in this blog)
lately i have NOT been missing breakfast which is quite not on my normal self.
it suppose to be brunch and dinner or just one meal in a day.
i was planning on going to the mall and hang.. watch people do their early xmas shopping while i sit in some resto/shops munching or sipping some-some. but instead............................i went to church.
ooohhh... and just like breakfast its been a month now, that i havent missed a sunday mass. before i used to go like once a month..or once in two months..or..or...longer. *checks for halo above me*
after church i bought me a whole chicken for dinner! no i aint gonna eat all that..i cut it in half and cooked only one half of it, sprinkled with salt & pepper and rubbed it with herbs and o-o. while its grilled inside the microwave i was preparing on my sweet&spicy lemon sauce. then after the chicken's done, i got me a a bowl of corn kernels (the sweet one) put some salted butter and again placed it in the microwave just to warm it up.
*dinner is served*
when i get back home ill just prolly get some stuff at my place and proceed to my parents house. since im spending xmas there as usual. who else will be together, right? the only child, i am. and its not really that easy to play the role. the boredom of being alone i can get thru but the responsibility shouldered unto you at a young age...that's the hard part.
well maybe it differs in every household. mine is just way too much...
there are those eerie eyes that wont seem to unhook away from you and what you're doing. its like every step, every action, every decision is just way hard to come up with, minding that others might not like it. and yes, the criticisms.. they dont stop flowing unto you. **i need barricades!** (no! i need another life!)
Hazimeister
