toxicity
news is really depressing especially when its all toxic. just like the evening news here.. (child pornography, rape-slay, murder-slash-crime of passion, etc) yeah that's just the local news. every morning id turn on the tv, watch or just listen to the morning news (local) and switches to CNN once in a while.. that's my usual do's. its a habit that's been in me for years already (wake up, reaches for the remote and turn on the tv already on the news channel). i wanna atleast rest from this toxic habit once in a while.. ill do that when tv's out of my room. weh!
i feel depressed, i think (wala sabog lang ako) yeah i guess i am high or the opposite of it. whatever it is, i feel so low. i have been suffering gum problems for the past what? 3 days? i shouldve extracted this wisom tooth a long time ago. but i dont like the idea of slicing it open to get it out. errr! there's nothing wrong with it, its just that ill have to suffer everytime there's like a growth movement with the tooth underneath.. that's when the swelling comes in for days. Thank God for pain relievers and antibiotics. that's a combo that would surely knock me off to sleep and wake up later with a darn heavy head and some pull of depression! weh!
and since i have introduced Alex to you. here's a thing about why ive given Alex extra attention.
Alex has an older bro just hmm 11 months older? i think.
even before Alex was born he was of hiding. her mum did the hiding we never knew her mum was pregnant til that day Alex was born. With that its been known to us that Alex lacks attention from both his parents. Its always been his older bro who seemed to shine always in the eyes of his parents.
To think that Alex possesses better skills/talents and wits than his older bro. too bad his parents cant see what he can do. and at an early age he's manifesting already the rebellious side of him. even if he is like that he still can easily be talked to and you can get along with him so well. what's good about it is that even if he knows (especially) his mum doesnt put that much attention to him like that of his bro he still doesnt want you to speak ill of his mum. and he, as smaller one even defends his older bro when being bullied around. His mum thinks he's a reckless young kid who doesnt listen to her but Alex shows me a different side of him. Though at a young age he knows already how to reason with you but if you have patience to make him understand how it goes and where he has done it wrong, he would apologize and keeps in mind the wrong thing he just did. he even keeps his promise. there's so much to say about Alex here that's would make you like him too. I just hope his parents would see that sooner.
yeah , you wont have a problem with him when it comes to food. he eats almost anything and you dont have to spoon-feed him he doesnt want that, he likes feeding himself and would even help you with household chores..
and he sings ballads even if its not the right lyrics as long as its in the right tune and he can also make those ballads into rock songs.
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my happy thought... how's the foot spa? *smiles*
after like an hour posting that happy feet entry, my mum called me breaking the news that my dad's half-sister died. it was well expected already since she was terminally ill. it was years ago when she was found to have breast cancer.
i dont know much about her, i think ive seen her before with some family gathering but i couldnt remember howd she look. the only one i knew or connects me with her is one of her son who she left with us even before i was born. but my cousin is now residing in HK for almost 10yrs i think.
anyways i wont be talking much about her since i really dont know a thing or two...
well one thing's for sure my dad aint going to her wake. and im quite disappointed with him. mum told me that she asked my dad twice already but he declined. my mum could go but my dad's relatives might ask. well they know already why..but you know... gossips.
Hazimeister
